What have you done lately that the good lord above shineth his light upon you or your good deed/s!

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What of the lords work have you done this week or lately! I personally am racking my brain to think of anything I did that stands out as of late that the good lord above may find favorable.
I havent been bad just not really awesome or good or anything. I did hold a door for some POC who seemed mad or that it was a racist act that I would do that for them? Do i care they thought it racist yes but I know God saw it and he shined his light on me for a few fractions of a second most likely.

I drove past a bunch of people stuck in the snow and I know God did not shine his light upon me for that.
Honestly I should probably do better.

Anyone feel your doing ten steps to heaven but 20 steps back somedays?
Maybe your full on 100 steps to heaven and 10 back? How goes you struggle with doing the lords work? Winning / losing? Meh?
 
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kinda going through a spiritual desert right now....prayers seems forced and I feel almost indifferent/aloof to everything....obviously the feeling of indifference is what scares me the most, because I don't want to feel that way about God or my faith....

I always try to not be an asshole lol....but I'm no saint either

Just feeling really distracted in general - by trying to further my career so I can support my family and get out on my own, continuing my creative projects while working fulltime in the trades, struggling with my vocation and whether I'll ever actually find a partner in life, dealing with emotional conflicts and chaos within my household, etc

I haven't done much good, and I'm ashamed to admit that
 
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This is kinda why I am posting this as I feel the same. In the past I was a bit more focused on doing things I feel are note worthy by the big guy in the sky but as of late I have done more to ignore doing those things. What i am struggling with is trying to get myself back on track. It honestly feels bad I didnt help those people stuck in the snow and it would have taken me a few min most likely to get em on the road again. My kids were with me and watched me pass em by so thats worse. They knew i could help but didnt. I made a bunch of lame excuses and they all agreed that i was making the best choice to not help but i was lying to them which i never do. I could be so much better.

2026 has only begun too so i got to remember this fact and try harder for the rest of the year. Perhaps more Vitamin D and sunshine on my face would help.

You have the right idea. We call it out that we havent been up to task and admit it and be better for doing so. I hope you find your way out of the rut and soon.

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Sometimes I wish that if I was in a "state of grace" (so to speak), I could have the chance/courage to die helping someone because it'd be a win win - I did something good, and I died in a meaningful way - if I can't do anything bigger in my life, at least let me do something good in my death

In school I was an overachiever and was always was told "oh you'll do great things in life" but after graduating, I just became a burnout, and despite my efforts, even though I have a stable job and work hard, the way I feel is as stated in Pride and Prejudice: "I've no money, no prospects, I'm already a burden to my family and I'm frightened"

Nothing I do seems enough and even though my dreams are simple - a little plot of land where I can garden and create art, and finding someone who loves me and who I can love, it still seems out of reach, so maybe it's a depressing mindset, but I can't help but feel that way sometimes
 
@BeaverTown hang in there kid. Remember salvation isnt about works. Its about accepting Jesus into your life and that he died for your sins as well as acknowledging he rose the 3rd day from the dead and conquered death for u and me and everyone. Once u do that u are marked as his and he isnt gonna let u go. After u accept Jesus into your life do your best to gain knowledge of what Jesus expects of us from the bible and live as he wants us to. If you fall in to sin repent immediately and get back up. Do your best to abstain from sin.

You most likely know this but i met a buch of kids recently and they all go to church and somehow they thought they needed some magic monk cloth or something to get into heaven and i had ti tell em nope this is all u got to do. It blew their minds that salvation is that easy.

As for finding a husband and someone to love you and spend your days with it will happen but its a faith game. Wish i could be more helpful but i do know another lady late 20s who is Christian who struggled and struggled to find a husband and it happened. She prayed 2 years and fasted. She had a child not long ago as well.

Her husband is a christian and puts God first in all he does. He also fasts and prays lots. So not only did she find a husband but a God fearing one as well.

I hope that real life story resonates with you as she struggled and struggled with her faith but God answered her prayers and delivered her an amazing man who will keep God first in their lives so the children and their household will benefit from what they will gain in knowledge from her and him and be very blessed by Gods hand in their lives.
 
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A few months ago, the GF and I saved a feral cat from starving to death. There were several feral cats around our acreage but, eventually there was only 2 that we saw on a regular basis. One of those cats wouldn't leave no matter how many times we tried to chase it off and meowed at us constantly. Eventually, we paid a bit more attention to her and noticed she had a bad left rear leg. She limped when she walked and when she tried to run she couldn't put weight on it and ran on 3 legs. So, we put out a little food for her and gained some trust to the point where we could actually touch and pet her a bit. That's when we noticed how skinny she was. You could feel every vertebra in her back. She was also very dirty around her mouth, a sign she's not cleaning herself and was in distress. Half her ears were gone, likley frozen off at some point. It was obvious she couldn't hunt in her condition and would likely starve to death so, we made the decision to help her out.

We put out food and water every day. I built a cat house out of scrap wood, put some straw in it for bedding and surrounded it with straw bales so she had somewhere to get out of the cold. We put de-wormer in her food. Short of taking a feral cat to the vet, we did as much as we could to give her a fighting chance. She started trusting us enough that she wanted to be petted but, was still super skittish. Her leg started to heal and she was putting on weight.

When it started to get really cold she decided she liked it better inside than outside and hasn't gone outside since. So, we now have a pet. I didn't want a pet, cat or dog, but, sometimes, fate, God or something else decides for you. She's now roughly twice the weight from when we made the decision to help her and her leg is fully healed. She still has some feral traits but, those are gradually going away.

I'm not overly religous, I tend towards the agnostic end of things. I do believe in fate/karma, though. I have felt it's effects before. While I don't know whether we were actually doing the Lords work, or not, I know we did a good thing by saving a life. The question is, did we adopt a kitty or did she adopt us?

Edit, I forgot to add that since this kitty has been inside, the other feral kitty that frequents our acreage has spent significant time in the cat house I built. It's a large male tabby, very healthy but, we still leave some food out for him. He's very friendly but, I've seen him marking his territory on my truck. Fucker!

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It is my opinion good sir that the good God above gifted you one of his creatures and u passed the test to take care of it and give it life abundantly.

Congrats

I had three of those carpet devils but they left me to be with the creator. Perhaps i shall be able to see them again one day and if heaven has throw rugs toss them under the rug again only for them to make their way out frisky as ever to tear up my home again.
 
These past few weeks have been a whirlwind, surrendered final pieces of my will (career/ relationship stuff I was openly stubborn on) to God, and prayed to God to not be lazy. My heart has been changed beyond my own ability.

That coincided with / was kicked off by an extended fast (like 65 hours), and I just have been making efforts to be obedient to what I know God wants from me, i.e. don't watch some show, stay off the internet more, and God has done the rest.
Still far from perfect, but I feel like a new man.

Long and short of it: ask God to change you, and listen and take whatever first steps He puts on your heart. If struggling with addiction (alcohol, gluttony, cell phone, whatever), I strongly encourage fasting. But in the end, it isn't your own power that can change your heart, it has to be the power of God.
 
Pretty much just holding on, help people when I can and shun npcs. I really enjoy watching satans idiots running around getting shot or making stupid promises to pedophiles that fly in to davos.

God gave me a sense of humor and I feel like im using it appropriately
 
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