2025 started off horrid and with me leaving the FCW for the sake of the FCW and all frens here in order to stop what was inevitable if i stood at the time. No FCW and no lurking here was hard.
In 2026 things are gonna get worse for me and my family starting very soon. The nightmare wont leave me alone and i fear it wont leave me alone for many years once it settles in more. Eventually the danger will pass but on a more determined timeline. If i disappear again it will most likely be for a period of 3+ years. Its not cause i want to go but it will be out of necessity for everyone here. I know that wont make any sense to any of you today but if you think hard enough as your all smart you will discover why as i am not explaining it for reasons sakes. Other people outside our community will use info to dox me if i am not careful. Then all i am trying to do wont work anyways and it would create chaos. If you think i can even lurk here after i am gone the answer is no. Even lurking here is will be to dangerous. I will be back however i promise if the fcw exists still. Wait for me?
I hope the FCW will be around. If not know i value you all and will pray for all you always. Its lonely out there.
In the meantime i am here for now and i am enjoying spending this time with you all.
My greatest victory is still having free speech, remaining unvaxxed, working hard to provide for my family, loving my wife and kids to the max, to put God first in my life, cuddling the guard beagle all while i shit post with frens. Living life as full as i can!
Pray for me in 2026 also pray why i need to go wont happen. Odds it will are over 80% i fear. There is still a chance however i might not need to go but they are slim.
My resolution is more of a wish. I want to stay here on the FCW and shit post. I want respite from there