Shockadee
maintain the illusion of choice
I'm tired, just really fucking tired. I think that the cyop for the demoralization campaign has gone into an extra high gear this week. You can see it everywhere that I look, everywhere that I read. Something shifted this past week. I feel like they changed tactics as if we weren't demoralized enough.
I don't see any beauty anymore. I don't feel any joy. I don't have any hope left. Getting tired of fighting. Getting tired of trying.
Maybe I'm just depressed and not admitting it to myself. Maybe it is external. I don't know. But I'm getting really fucking close to being done and doing something stupid.
I don't accept that we have to accept the lower standard of living. I don't accept that we have to listen to what our leaders, our old wise leaders tell us. It's obvious at this point that democracy doesn't mean shit when somebody can just cross the aisle and not have to have in another election. It doesn't mean shit when nobody fucking listens, nobody fucking does anything to make things better. It only ever gets worse. Thank you for watching.
I have to wonder if violence is the only option. Maybe Bulgaria there will give us hope that something can be done, but you know what? Bulgaria doesn't have to deal with multiculturalism. Bulgaria doesn't have to deal with political correctness. Bulgaria doesn't have to deal with so many fucking pieces of shit that just want for themselves and are willing to fuck everybody else over in the process.
I don't want to be black-pilled, but I'm fucking close. I've had it.
I know what the solutions are. Touch grass, exercise, spend time with your family. Go walk in the woods, do something that gives you joy, but that's the problem. Nothing is fucking joyful anymore.
Maybe it's just the time of year. Maybe it's the lack of sunlight. You know, it's fucking depressing in Canada during the winter time. But it feels like that depression is coming early this year. Usually it doesn't hit until about February.
I don't give a fuck about Polieve. I don't give a fuck about Carney. I don't give a fuck about any of these fucking politicians. They need to be rounded up and shot the lot of them. They're not doing anything for us. There's no one coming to save us. Not fucking max, not forage, not fucking Trump. I've seen it off that, you know, I used to believe that Trump might actually fucking do something. And, you know, for the first six months it looked okay, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that nothing's going to fucking happen. Nothing's going to change. It's only going to get worse. I used to believe that Trump might actually fucking do something. And, you know, for the first six months it looked okay, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that nothing's gonna fucking happen. Nothing's gonna change. It's only gonna get worse.
i'd like to think that the people on this forum are my friends, or at least like-minded, but I don't want to fucking hear platitudes. I don't want to hear about this or that. This is what we do, that's what we do. Nobody fucking does anything. The only thing I want to do at this point is go run off and live in the fucking woods and just have everybody leave me alone, but I can't even fucking do that.
I know what causes this, I know what causes this frame of mind. It's because of what I read, it's because of what I see. The demoralization campaign, like I said, kicked off into a higher gear, I feel like this week. And I don't know what to do about it. The places that I like to read, I can't find anywhere normal to read anything that I actually want to read, something that's uplifting, something that gives me hope. I don't find any of that anywhere anymore. It's just bullshit on the left, bullshit on the right, and everywhere in between.
my attention span has been reduced. My logical thinking has been reduced. I can't concentrate on anything for more than five minutes at a time. I can't think deeply anymore. And it's not because I'm depending on AI, fuck AI. I don't use AI as much as possible.
the demoralization campaign is working and I don't know how to fucking escape it.
and I'm sure you'll say, just get off the internet for a week. Well, I tried that. I've done that a few times. And each time I come back, it gets worse, not better. Each time I come back, I feel more demoralized. I can't not come back.
the time for war is coming, but it's not going to be a war like before. It's going to be something much different, much more brutal, and much less satisfying.
fuck anyone that impinges on my so called rights those rights that we know that we don't actually have. The world we want, the world that we knew before is gone, and it's not coming back. It's not going to change. The only thing we can do is burn it down and start something new. And we have to do that ourselves, without all these clingers on, all these scammers, all these idiots, the think that they have the moral high ground, when all they do is promote degeneracy and filth.
usually I try to be constructive, I try to be positive, I try to think of some alternative view that can provide some sort of a light to guide forward, a way forward, but I don't see it anymore. That light is dimming, that light is going out, and I am losing hope. I don't know where to run, I don't know where to turn, I don't want to go and set up somewhere new, I want back what I had before.
i'm not even in a bad position. I can't imagine what it must be like for so many people across this country who are in far worse economic security than I am. I can't imagine how they must live day-to-day paycheck to paycheck, barely scraping by, barely able to afford groceries, having no fun at all, having no hobbies, having no cash to spend on something nice.
i'm ranting here because I know that people will understand, maybe not agree, but understand at the very least. I'm ranting here because of like-minded individuals. I can't say this anywhere else. I can't even say it to people that I know. It's very, very frustrating.
something needs to change. Something needs to break. We can't live like this anymore. I can't live like this anymore.
this rant is an attempt to try something new to try and just get it out in an effort to hopefully make myself feel better and I appreciate you reading it.
I don't see any beauty anymore. I don't feel any joy. I don't have any hope left. Getting tired of fighting. Getting tired of trying.
Maybe I'm just depressed and not admitting it to myself. Maybe it is external. I don't know. But I'm getting really fucking close to being done and doing something stupid.
I don't accept that we have to accept the lower standard of living. I don't accept that we have to listen to what our leaders, our old wise leaders tell us. It's obvious at this point that democracy doesn't mean shit when somebody can just cross the aisle and not have to have in another election. It doesn't mean shit when nobody fucking listens, nobody fucking does anything to make things better. It only ever gets worse. Thank you for watching.
I have to wonder if violence is the only option. Maybe Bulgaria there will give us hope that something can be done, but you know what? Bulgaria doesn't have to deal with multiculturalism. Bulgaria doesn't have to deal with political correctness. Bulgaria doesn't have to deal with so many fucking pieces of shit that just want for themselves and are willing to fuck everybody else over in the process.
I don't want to be black-pilled, but I'm fucking close. I've had it.
I know what the solutions are. Touch grass, exercise, spend time with your family. Go walk in the woods, do something that gives you joy, but that's the problem. Nothing is fucking joyful anymore.
Maybe it's just the time of year. Maybe it's the lack of sunlight. You know, it's fucking depressing in Canada during the winter time. But it feels like that depression is coming early this year. Usually it doesn't hit until about February.
I don't give a fuck about Polieve. I don't give a fuck about Carney. I don't give a fuck about any of these fucking politicians. They need to be rounded up and shot the lot of them. They're not doing anything for us. There's no one coming to save us. Not fucking max, not forage, not fucking Trump. I've seen it off that, you know, I used to believe that Trump might actually fucking do something. And, you know, for the first six months it looked okay, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that nothing's going to fucking happen. Nothing's going to change. It's only going to get worse. I used to believe that Trump might actually fucking do something. And, you know, for the first six months it looked okay, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that nothing's gonna fucking happen. Nothing's gonna change. It's only gonna get worse.
i'd like to think that the people on this forum are my friends, or at least like-minded, but I don't want to fucking hear platitudes. I don't want to hear about this or that. This is what we do, that's what we do. Nobody fucking does anything. The only thing I want to do at this point is go run off and live in the fucking woods and just have everybody leave me alone, but I can't even fucking do that.
I know what causes this, I know what causes this frame of mind. It's because of what I read, it's because of what I see. The demoralization campaign, like I said, kicked off into a higher gear, I feel like this week. And I don't know what to do about it. The places that I like to read, I can't find anywhere normal to read anything that I actually want to read, something that's uplifting, something that gives me hope. I don't find any of that anywhere anymore. It's just bullshit on the left, bullshit on the right, and everywhere in between.
my attention span has been reduced. My logical thinking has been reduced. I can't concentrate on anything for more than five minutes at a time. I can't think deeply anymore. And it's not because I'm depending on AI, fuck AI. I don't use AI as much as possible.
the demoralization campaign is working and I don't know how to fucking escape it.
and I'm sure you'll say, just get off the internet for a week. Well, I tried that. I've done that a few times. And each time I come back, it gets worse, not better. Each time I come back, I feel more demoralized. I can't not come back.
the time for war is coming, but it's not going to be a war like before. It's going to be something much different, much more brutal, and much less satisfying.
fuck anyone that impinges on my so called rights those rights that we know that we don't actually have. The world we want, the world that we knew before is gone, and it's not coming back. It's not going to change. The only thing we can do is burn it down and start something new. And we have to do that ourselves, without all these clingers on, all these scammers, all these idiots, the think that they have the moral high ground, when all they do is promote degeneracy and filth.
usually I try to be constructive, I try to be positive, I try to think of some alternative view that can provide some sort of a light to guide forward, a way forward, but I don't see it anymore. That light is dimming, that light is going out, and I am losing hope. I don't know where to run, I don't know where to turn, I don't want to go and set up somewhere new, I want back what I had before.
i'm not even in a bad position. I can't imagine what it must be like for so many people across this country who are in far worse economic security than I am. I can't imagine how they must live day-to-day paycheck to paycheck, barely scraping by, barely able to afford groceries, having no fun at all, having no hobbies, having no cash to spend on something nice.
i'm ranting here because I know that people will understand, maybe not agree, but understand at the very least. I'm ranting here because of like-minded individuals. I can't say this anywhere else. I can't even say it to people that I know. It's very, very frustrating.
something needs to change. Something needs to break. We can't live like this anymore. I can't live like this anymore.
this rant is an attempt to try something new to try and just get it out in an effort to hopefully make myself feel better and I appreciate you reading it.
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