The "this is you" part had an impact on me. At first it seemed repetitive and annoying, then I realized that Charlie Kirk and I have similar views on most things. (Minus the Zionist shill part.) It makes you ask a basic question.
If it was me sitting in that chair, would I have been shot for my opinions and view of the world?
The answer for me is YES. Being honest and straight to the point are both my greatest strengths and weaknesses at the same time. It's gotten me in trouble a lot in my life. I've lost friends, jobs, opportunities. It's also helped me to walk away from things/people that are harming me or holding me back. I walk my own path, but isolation comes with it.
Another question that I've been considering recently. Is my choice to not have children my own? Or is it a product of programming/social conditioning?
I don't know if I have the answer for this. Could it be SLOTH that's preventing me? Being content with a comfortable life without the struggle to provide, maybe.
I had a dream recently, that I had a son. I saw his face, it was very real. It brought be great joy. It's been weighing on me. I've considered talking to my wife about it, but the implications are heavy. It's a conversation that you can't undo.